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  she did not want to use too many words to describe the pain he brought her, because everything has nothing to do with him, from beginning to end is its own interpretation of a one-man show, White is talking to himself, but always opponents ambiguous.
  There are many in this city a \Numerous noise behind a deep loneliness, are quiet night in the growth, silent spread. Loneliness and solitude is not the same. Loneliness is not a person around, and loneliness that the person is not around. Thus, in far too many nights without him, she was lonely. Unless that light up in dark glasses, picture ... ...
  No Fun Night: Who are you?
  Bana: This important?
  night no joy: we know it?
  Bana: This important?
  night no joy: Well,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], it does not matter who you are, tonight I just want to talk to, I was very upset ... ...
  This is the first time after their separation on the network dialogue. He did not know who she is
 , and she is always contradictory. She was afraid he knew, for fear that even this last contact can not continue. At the same time she hoped that he guessed, because that means her in his heart or some component.
  her his story, very old-fashioned, in every corner of the city are taking place. Just out of college a girl fall in love with a married inexperienced man, is her colleague, partner, teacher. To him she learned a lot, including love, including despair. From the outset doomed to be a hopeless love. However, this is not the end, but only just begun ... ...
  Bana: You loved it?
  night without Huan: I think I loved.
  Bana: Then what is love?
  night no joy: love is giving, in the process of self-sacrifice to obtain the greatest happiness.
  she knew, who loved what he said was not her. Together, she had already
  feel the pain hidden in the heart of this man, even though every day, carefully veiled,
  but she gloomy eyes from his reading something. Each time, this will make eyes
  fell to bottom of her heart, she really wanted to put him in my arms and ease his heart
  end of the wound. But she knows she can not.
  Bana: I loved a man, love love.
  night no joy: do not know what love is the case, Do not say love.
  Bana: No, I'm sure.
  night no joy: I love for my people can die.
  Bana: I can too.
  night and day different person, he is no longer hard-edged, no sharp words. Late Night
  injured, he is only a small animal, hiding in the hole, lick wounds. And she is another one,
  Also in bleeding wounds, but also an attempt to warm their own kind.
  day she met him, there is no electro-optical flint the moment, not really love at first sight,
  but she clearly remember every detail. At that time, she did not know he can not come to this secluded place partial
  little media work, just to learn the editing software, for a few days of
  examination. She was busy at the computer, relying on the back of his desk gently. She occasionally ask him back
  do not know where. The afternoon sun came wanton spreading ballast from the window, she saw his face clear, but thought it was a pull pull people do not know quiet, or do not want to just met this girl too much. Go, she asked him what to do in the car can return to her home, he said the mess, she listened to the loss. The results,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], just out of the station, she saw the car to do, can not help but chuckle, really small units, the extent to say that if people do not understand a reporter. But the later work can be completely changed her naive. Proud, as she has always been pretentious, very few people would recognize what a talented, but he is one of them. She was his mature, wise and deeply attracted, it is more like her she think he has the way the world is difficult to dissolve, the same disdain to meet people, and disdains to behave, the same arrogance, the same self.
  night no joy: sometimes really miss the days in school, is very simple, not so tired now.
  Bana: Actually, you can now live more simple, happy every day is like.
  night no joy: I hope, like you said, be happy.
  She is a simple man, no lofty ideals, she has only two wishes - do you like to do, and your favorite people together. However, the seemingly simple desire to face the cruel reality has become a luxury. Has a husband, he has a seemingly happy family, she can not love, not love ... ...
  night no joy: very happy to chat with you, I hope next time can meet you.
  Bana: I am every day.
  night no joy: Thank you, when I am not happy with me talking.
  Bana: Actually, people should say thank you to my ... ...
  She started with his very suddenly, and very natural. Suddenly a turning point, but it seems my destiny. He kissed her drunk, she has been halo, halo has always been, are very clearly not the effects of alcohol. After that day he said that we seemed quite natural to kiss together. She just blushed and said nothing, in fact, know very well, is not shy of alcohol to forget their own, but this scene has been rehearsed many times in the dream.
  night no joy: how you can see on the line every time, really nice ring.
  Bana: Because every day I ah.
  night no joy: How are you?
  Bana: You can also, however, so long no one care about me.
  with him, she completely changed. She overestimated their tolerance to Why Do not connect with him forever. However, he has a family she can endure, but love can not stand him otherwise. She was getting to know their place in his heart, and she laughed at all that he was hardly even a third party. She became sensitive, suspicious, love cranky, inadvertently let her sad word. But it's all because she was afraid of losing him. Finally, one day he said he did not like her, he said she did not fit the game, he was completely out of her his world. She curled up in the night from the body,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], that winter, really cold ... ...
  Bana: Who do you like to listen to the song?
  night without Huan: Chao Chuan, longer than I though he was ugly, huh.
  Bana: I like Chao Chuan. I recall when they graduate, find work, and suddenly heard in the street one day, \
  night no joy: I like \You know that feeling?
  Bana: I've been in pain, never stopped ... ...
  not the first time she was in love, not the first time of love,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but it is the first time I felt less pain. She told herself not to cry, she could not find place to cry. Such stories can not let anyone know. Every day, she would also like to work as usual, to go and people frolicking in the office to look at his cruel and usual laughing. Every day she looked at him, one begins to spread the pain in my heart, tears in her heart.
  Bana: I have recently written novels.
  night no joy: What content.
  Bana: about love and despair. The hero's name not ready yet, no joy can you call the night?
  night no joy: with you.
  Bana: called \
  night no joy: to give me finish it?
  Bana: Of course, you also be involved in created.
  night no joy: Why write this novel?
  Bana: Just want to own an experience into words, and then put down this feeling.
  she thought, time heals wounds. Did not think the wound has been festering, the virus spread rapidly, eroding the root of each blood vessel, every cell. Think together, she said, how do I like so much you ah? He chuckled, and you poison me in the. Now is the time to poison the hearts and minds. Leave him,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she is a loss of water plants slowly wither ... ...
  night without Huan: read the \
  Bana: Well, I like Zweig's text.
  night no joy: the kind of unrequited love, moving.
  Bana: Yes, I love you, and your business.
  weekend, she was doing part-time at a radio DJ, to make a music culture type of program, each has an interactive topic. This topic of her choice is - I love you, and your business. \feel the warmth on it, \Out of the studio, sunny, no such ease of mind a long time.
  Bana: You seem to always be unhappy.
  night no joy: you do not think I have depression it.
  Bana: In fact, everyone is more or less psychological problems. I think everyone has crazy potential.
  No Fun Night: Really? Do you have any problems?
  Bana: I think the spirit I want to split.
  day, he is another person, with his \He is such a drip in her soft place in his heart cold dripping water, her body piercing cold. These days, the network is very bad. We play with the office LAN CS. She was stupid, not only has been forging ahead hiding. Rushed to him, he will mercilessly her to be \Through thick glass, she saw his proud smile, laugh seemed very happy. She laughed, for his smile, she was willing to brains burst, blood splashing, pieces ... ...
  many times, she rushed him to tell him that she is accompanied by his Bana in the night, I hope He should not be too cruel to her. However, each time she would give up the idea. Because she was afraid the result is a picture with sunglasses that no longer lights up, that she lost the only hope. So, she would just play two roles. Frankly, she has since learned arrogant forbear. Institute of tolerance because of fear ... ...
  Bana: If one day I will not on-line, you will not be lost?
  night no joy: Well, may not feel comfortable.
  Bana: I'm sorry, this is our last chat. I think, I can not accompany you, I hope you happier.
  night no joy: Why?
  Bana: I finished the novel, I want to leave.
  night no joy: I will remember you.
  Bana: Thank you, I remember a day when the first ray of sunshine when launched into the window, it is necessary to be happy.
  One night, a body thin, pale woman with a smile to a called \After that, she broke into a corner of the crystal butterfly hanging in the chest, lying in bed and waited. Life With the cut wrist a little bit out of the red fluid loss ... ... trance, she seemed to hear him say to her, \absolutely. \Because it is too difficult a person's monologue play down. As I said, writing such a text just because I want to give up this feeling. But I chose the most tragic way to end, but this is the only way, because life is more than, how can you stop it love?
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  years later ... ...
  night no joy: I was very happy.
  * **: Why?
  night no joy: There was a girl, for me to end their lives, and she loves me ... ...
  * **: you love her?
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