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Because I love you before leaving your

<td class=\, in my opinion, you are most beautiful! \
doctor gently with the index finger and thumb suffered scratches on my cheek by stroking asked: \more than ten years old, but handsome face, a man full of charm and atmosphere of welling up in my entire visual space.
I watched him with puzzled eyes. He added: \If you wish, ... ... \But if they can not prove I was a beautiful woman, not an ugly woman. I can even move a lot of facts to prove it to them: Every time when I'm on the bus, there are many people consciously or unconsciously, toward my face to see; in karaoke bars, in discos, handsome boy who just like to pick children wildly defective From my eyes go past; in the unit to speak, my cheeks blushing instant will be embarrassing, I am most afraid of the attention of my colleagues ceremony, and that is simply a lever for ... ... particularly the one time, the cousin he just gave I pull out a red line, but it makes me feel bad. End date and before the boy to go away, under my nose away.
my dad and the doctor asked in front of the eyes, look at his firm belief, I do not actually blurted out loud: \I know my db too high, which was then at them to make up on an awkward smile.
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that the story gradually faded by time, as if tears had been blurred, fuzzy may have been reluctant to open the dusty memories ... ...
I looked around the mirror, then there's a bloom of youth girl, with her face stained by shy pet, like a coquettish flower in full bloom.
\thin shook my shoulder. One after the two of us to walk through a construction site, then bad luck is coming,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], my face was scratched a piece of gravel down, bleeding profusely. Cousin who is also slightly injured.
I was sent to the hospital, underwent surgery. Wound healing, since my face never came to a difficult to erase the scars. Earth I was in hospital for some time, always be by my side, was careful to take care of me. His soulful eyes, with my face getting clearer day by day mark that come up, slowly faded. Eyes dark, deep sag in, but sad many people. I know he is sorry that I have, day by day he is to me to give his feelings. Although he told me again and again: Is this what it counted,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], inner beauty than outer beauty more beautiful in my eyes, you are still the most beautiful. I know he wants the truth to heal my emotions and impulses increasing the trauma, but I would think, this is just a joy, a kind of mercy. I know my date of discharge, that is, when we parted. Sure enough, on the day before I was discharged, I found beneath the pillow, he secretly slips me a note. It read: snow, cold weather, it is necessary to snow, you have to keep warm do - I'm not around you. Forgive me, I'm gone do not ask why ... ... ... ...
howling to hold my body, tears rolling down my cheeks gradually rolled down. Life such unforgettable first love, it is so hastily swept from my side. Prince Charming in my heart, I needed him most at the right time, but he left me. My tears and the hearts of the same blood flowing ... ...
in memory, the sky is filled with a swirl of white Xu Xu snow, deep snow, I left the hospital. Wrapped in the cold north wind, mixed with crystal snow, and my tears,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], melting together in the dust. The lives of those who have the pieces, like waving Qing Yang, like snowflakes fell behind me, quietly and gently to leave my world. Wading all the way, the snow soon to be a large footprint in the snow cover. Some of the emotional experience of life, as silent snow falling, inadvertently bathed the earth, but doomed to melt ... ...
I look at a vast expanse of the earth, his recollection of the last two sentences of the letter : If this love can not bring a loved one happy, then let go earlier love it.
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sometimes drawn in the psychic trauma, the trauma than the much larger appearance. I was always in reality and escape into free.
chaotic state of mind during this time was great, the day being steeped in melancholy.
earth nor any message. I told him the fickle, it can not be more resentment, or miss more.
cousin to see me falling out of love, not from the dial. Gave me about a few boys to meet, and both the expression of my being left cold. Only Xiaowei still by my side, I do not know why I love that he has a little spark excites.
boys say I have a good job, a pair of good looks - of course this is after a repair manual. Also has a slim figure, which in turn re-kindled some of my confidence.
\I think that sentence, just nothing to fear nothing to fear. A loose network scattered black hair spilled down to throwing, I have very little to look in the mirror, and the daily work routine check and sign, it seemed kind of boring.
\For some time my eyes are always shaking the earth's shadow.
to accompany me to get some fresh air, cousin recommended me to the outskirts of Xiaowei Jinlongshan to play. Along the way, Xiaowei doing all it can to make me happy. I feel that he time and again think of ways around me, close to me, and did not dare. In the car, as long as the car of a bump, I have not stumbled a step, he hugged me with open arms. Goes down, gently mixed with a small stone, foot slipped, Xiaowei grabs on tightly to my hand. I know there is a ray of love as long as I passed, the feelings of the volcanic eruption will be in there. When about to turn the hillside, I heard the crying sound of desolate calendar passed over. I saw a thirty-year-old woman, holding a child, squatting a new grave, while burning paper money, while sorrow and crying. Jumping the black smoke curl to diffuse in the half col. Do not actually crossed my heart burst of inexplicable terror, Made in the tomb of a couple of characters that clearly: Hao Tomb of the earth. I am startled wits, half a day to collect myself. Hastily ran over and pointed to the grave question: \a crying asked: \She wiped her sleeve face full of tears, and then said: \breath, and off and we said,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], he had called the snow with a girl in love before, it was a good girl, but he do not have this blessing. In order not to drag her, and she walked out, and this, his heart has been very uncomfortable. Then he took out a letter from under the pillow, this is his last letters to you, should we turn to you. \: snow, when you receive this letter, I might have gone to another kingdom. Please forgive me, have not been able to personally say goodbye to you ... ... Because I love you, so just leave you ... ... read here, I just feel the immediate burst of dizzy, hazy light up the sky gradually darkened. I broke free Xiaowei hand, fell on his knees in the land of the grave, tears quickly diffuse through the cheek and loudly cried and said: O earth,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], why did not you tell me? How silly ah ... ...
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